idy

*sigh*
let's talk about my feeling..heyyy i do feel like i am loosing sumthing..n forsure gaining sumthing..
the later,gaining=weight. huh..ok dh kne retired mkn cadburry 2 3 bar hari-hari,boreo,etc etc.. tp..kne control sket la kot. it's matter to me ok.because..rs mcm berat je nk jalan..nnt mkin lmbt lak pergi kuliah..dem dem..

the loose part..i dun noe wat it exactly is.or are? huu..
 currently mood.is not stable.
that's why i lock myself in this rum after dinner n sum chat bla bla bla with them. omg..
n sumbody invite me to play some games~oh tq.
then. lyn house 2 3 episod. then here i am.

mmg mase2 cuti kne rase mcm ni kot. feel like..humsik? not really.. but..
 indescribable..
semua mende yg dibuat rs x kene. rs mcm..ergh..wat's wrong wif me? i do hate myself.yes i always do..
i feel so kekok.or orang putih pggl awkward kan?
kekok when i'm wif my frens yg pernah satu ketika dulu sgt rapat...
n feel like want to run away as far as i can..
erm.perlu ke terus berlari dan bersembunyi..
ntah..kekok segan weird.
mcm mane tu?kenape nk rs mcm tu?
ntah.
ape ni..rase mcm ade sesuatu yg xbest. tp x tau ape mende..erm..

aaa tlg la..idy idy idy..

n..lately..feel like..more sensitive kot. not really kot. but it is! huhu..
but hdup dgn org kan. bukan dgn cipanzi.even cipanzi pn reti lyn perasaan kot.
so.hati cik nadia.
sile lah pndi berlapang hati..plz.plz.
hide ur ego. hide how bossy u are. xperlu lg buat mase ni.
erm..
byk sgt kot dpt gene dari ayah..huhu..
but.poh kate. be urself..yup.but.hey hey..me myself hate myself.
but.nk jd sape lg kalau bukan diri sendiri...
n i need people to be honest. i dun like literature. bgtau la.


sblum lebih jauh merepek.
i think i have to recharge my mud.wif a gud damn cute sleep.

for nadia: turn to Allah nadia.!!
dah lame mane tolak invitation for dat "dating"?

for awak: i think.i've to change my url after diz.hope u dun mind.